N3

He is the first boy who makes my heart flutters.
But,Until now I don't know my feeling.
Do I like him?
But,I hate him sometimes.
I feel something weird in my heart when he with another girl.
He has a girlfriend I think.
He just don't want to say it.
He is very popular in my school.
Now,I just need to forget him and focus to the exams.
It is just around the corner,
I need to work hard.
Only 2 weeks to go.
Dear God,please help me..
Help me to forget him and help me to study.
This is when I need to put Luhan ,Gongchan and other k-pop thing aside.
Right now I need to focus.
I will work hard.
 "I got 5'a's!"I wish I can say that.
Insyaallah..
Allah maha berkuasa.
Aminnnn..

I'M IN GOOD MOOD

Minggu ni semua orang sibuk kosongkan bilik kakak.
That's means kakak will go home right??
If she at home with me,I can see her everytime.
I can gain my strength for UPSR.
Kakak,I wish you get well soon.
Oh!!!! I have a exams..
How can I forget it!!
Aaaaaah!!
Bye.. I need to study.
LOVE YOU KAKAK!

Ya Allah!

Kak..
Kakak..
Anis panggil ni..
Bangunla..
Nak dekat 1 bulan kakak tak bangun.
Kak,kakak dgr kan.
Hanya itu percakapan ku dgn dia.
Ya Allah hanya engkau sahaja yg tahu berapa rindunya aku padanya.
Bangunkanlahnya Ya Allah.
Aku ingin dia berbahagia dgn kelurganya Ya Allah.
Aku ingin kebahagian di sebalik dugaanMu adalah dia bangun Ya Allah.
Sejak hari itu aku mula bermimpi tentang dia sdr.
Ya Allah aku tkt.
Aku ingin kakakku semula
Aku x sanggup melihat terbaring di hospital Ya Allah.
Ya Allah,aku merayu kepadamu.
Bangunkanlah dia Ya Allah.
Aku sudah kehabisan air mata Ya Allah.
Aminnnnnnn.

KAKAK

It's been 24 days kakak in coma due birth complication.
I felt pity for her.
What is her sin that make her likes that.
Kesian ibu yg tak bersalah itu.
Susah payahnya dia beranak anaknya,tetapi kenapa ini hasilnya.
Ya ALLAH,beratnya dugaanMu ini.
Bangunkanlah kakakku,
Pulihkanlah kakakku,
Aku tidak sanggup melihat dia terlentang disitu keseorangan.
Aku juga tidak mampu melihat ibuku yang tidak terurus itu.
Kembalikanlah kakakku demi kelurganya dan keluarga kami.
Aku ingin hidup seperti dulu.
Kenanganku bersama dia masih segar dalam ingatanku.
Aku ingin dia pulih seperti dulu dan bekerja.
Tetapi jikalau dia tidak boleh berkerja,aku redha asalkan dia sihat.
Ya ALLAH kau dengarlah rayuan seorang adik yg ingin kakaknya sembuh.
KAKAK WAKE UP PLEASE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Appendics

Hye..

Lama Anis tak buka blog sebab Anis buat Operation Appendics.
Masa mula-mula sakit perut,
It was very painful.
If Anis nak gerak jadi sakit.
Mummy bawa Anis pergi rumah PC.
Pastu Mummy worried tgk Anis tidur je sepanjang hari.
Mummy bawa Anis gi Klinik Zaitun, Dr. suspect Anis Appendics.
Dia bagi ubat Gastrik.
Dia ckp "Makan dulu,kalu tak tahan jugak,terus pergi hospital."
Pastu Anis makan ubat tapi tak tahan juga.
Mummy & Papa pon bawa Anis gi Hospital Pakar Perdana.
Pastu Dr cakap it was Appendics.
Dia suruh Anis puasa 6 jam,
Then. boleh operate.
Lepas operate dr ckp "Nasib baik dtg awal,klau tak, pecah la Appendics,".
A day after,Anis balik rumah.
I miss home..