Have you ever feel like you just want to die?
Like you want to get out of this world for a while??
It hurts..
Nobody appreciates what I do.
Everything I do is wrong.
People always blame on me.
When I have some time to put my mind on ease..
Someone would just interfere my time.
I don't know why but..it just gets on my nerves.
There's no one that I could freely let out all of my problems and worries.
Why me?
Why not anyone else?
I don't want to push myself.
I already know it's gonna hurts if I did that.
But someone will push me,
I just want to scream out at them "Do I look like I can handle it??"
It's hurts,
It's really painful,
Can someone understand me?
I just need a hug and a shoulder to cry on right now but I don't have anyone.
I want someone who will say "It's going to be alright" to me.
People don't understand me.
I'm just faking my own self the whole time.
9 out of 10 times I would just broke down in the toilet or in my room.
I just hate myself.
At times I just want to lock myself in a room,crying,shouting as much as I want.
And no one will stop me.
You see me as a happy-go-lucky girl.
Actually,I'm just trying to cheer myself up.
I'm tired of tears.
HUG and COMFORTS
is the only thing I want..
I don't need
PITY
