I'm gonna change!

I'm gonna change myself.

You know what I've  being called as FAT many times.

And I'm sick of it!Yeah you're right I don't have the 20 inch waist,34kg weight,thigh gap or whatever.

I'm gonna have it soon.

I wanted to show to you guys that I can change.

It doesn't matter if I starve myself.

Call me fat,call me ugly or call me desperate.

But listen,don't think I change because of you.

I'm changing myself because of myself.

Yes! I'm embrassed at myself

.For this time I'm gonna keep in my mind 'No One Can Stop Me' 

I don't care if it takes 10 years.I'm going to be the second Kakak! I'm trying to make people happy like she made people happy.

I'm trying to be as successful as she is.

But,no one ever notices my hard works.

I know nobody can replace her.

Can't you see I'm hurting here when they say she cared about them?

 I cared for you too!! 

What am I? A potato?? 

People gonna be mad at me if they read this.

They will say that I'm jealous of Kakak or I'm desperate.

Say what you what.

But,I'm still gonna change.

Take note