Dear god,please hear me out.

Ya Allah,sesungguhnya kau yang Maha Pendengar lagi Maha Pengasih.
Ya Allah,aku amat merindui kakakku Ya Allah.
Makbulkanlah doa ku ini Ya Allah.
Aku tahu aku adalah insan yamg tidak sempurna dari segi akhlak dan iman.
Aku mempunyai banyak kelemahan.Aku merindui saat-saat aku bersama dia Ya Allah.
Hanya Allah seorang yang mampu memahami diriku sekarang.
Jika tidak keberatan aku hanya mahu meminta Engkau kembalikan kakakku seperti dahulu.Aku tidak sanggup menahan perasaan rindu dan kesedihanku.
Kau kasihanilah kedua ibu-bapaku.
Mereka tidak bersalah Ya Allah.
Janganlah kau hadirkan perasaan kecewa dan sedih kepada mereka berdua.
Ya Allah beratnya ujianmu..Aku mengharungi ujian ini dengan air mata.
Ya Allah jika kakakku pergi dahulu sebelumku,Engkau tempatkan dia ditempat orang yang beriman.
Jika Engkau ingin kembalikannya ke pangkuan keluargaku,Aku sedia menerima.
Aku hanya seorang adik yang merindui kakakkanya.Kau ampunkanlah dosa-dosanya.Amin..

Kakak,
Kak,Anis ni..
Kakak nak bangun bila kak?
Anis rindu kakak.
Anis dah masuk sekolah menengah kak..
Kakak janji nak bagi hadiah dekat Anis kalu Anis dapat 5A.
Tapi kalau kakak bangun,Anis anggap tu adalah hadiah yang kakak bagi kat Anis.
Kakak,doakan Anis eh? Anis nak ikut jejak kakak.Anis nak buat semua orang bahagia.
Kakak,bimbinglah Anis.
Kakak,I will wait for you even if it takes 4 years or more.I always be with you.
I miss you so much.
Kakak,I LOVE YOU.I will always love you.
You are the best!
Nanti kalau kakak masuk syurga..
Kakak jemput Anis eh.Insyaallah..
Kenapa Anis nangis...
Anis.. tak sanggup tengok kakak macam ni...Kakak tak deserve semua ni.
Maybe Allah ada nak bagi nikmat sebalik semua ni kan.??
Kakak,stay strong!
Fight for us!

Hate..

Why does I feel like everyone hate me.Am I not good enough??Am I a bad daughter??..Seems like so..I choose to be like this.This all my fault..

Friends? NO! Best Friends. ^_^

My Best Friends.

They are the second person who I love very much beside my family.

Without them I will be another person.

If I need to choose either gold or my best friends.

I choose my best friends.

This year is the last year I with them.

If I can I want to spend my whole life with them.

Next year,there's no more laughing,crying,screaming sound of my friends.

Even we are far away,but our hearts are still near.

Irah,

Out of my best friends,she's the one who I really close.

Although sometimes you hurt me.

You're still my best friend.

The letter you gave to me is really touching.

I put it in a frame.

You are the first person who gave me a letter of friendship.

Tasha,

The talkative best friend.

You are nice person.

I never win against you when we fighting.

I respect you.

Although you're smaller than me and the others,but for me we all the same.

You are so cute.

I wish a have a sister like you.

You also the oldest one.

But to me,you are like the youngest one.

Yaya,

The milky skin bestfriend.

You are so beautiful.

I envious of you.

You are an easygoing person.

We have the same interest.

You are athletic outside and soft inside.

You are like a model.

Tall,slim and beautiful.

You always comfort me.

Wani,

The shy bestfriend,

You rarely talk with the other friends.

But when we 5 together,You talk a lot.

You are so caring and lovely.

You always nag about the guys in our classroom.

Although some time we are awkward.

You are my best friend.

We love to get mad right?

That are my bestfriend.

 For me"Different cake,different taste but still called a cake 

That's means different best friends,different personalities but still called best friends.                                                  

Thanks for understanding my current situasion.

I have hurt your hearts many times right?

Sorry.

That's all can I say.

If you want, I can kneel in front you guys.

I have many things to say but I can't write it in words.

I hope with this confession of mine you guys know

that I LOVE YOU ever and after.Till our death.

Do you cry?I don't think so.

You gulls are strong girls.

I wish you the best for the UPSR result.

I'm hope we all will get 5A.

5 friends towards 1 dreams.

That's us.

And this is for you.

When we first talked to each other.
I knew we would be friends.
Our friendship kept on growing.
And I'll be here for you to the end.
You listen when I have a problem.
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow and put happiness in its place.
We can't forget the fun we've had.
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things we find funny.
People think we're insane.
I guess this is my way of saying thanks for catching me when i fall.
Thanks once again for being a such good friends.

 

N3

He is the first boy who makes my heart flutters.
But,Until now I don't know my feeling.
Do I like him?
But,I hate him sometimes.
I feel something weird in my heart when he with another girl.
He has a girlfriend I think.
He just don't want to say it.
He is very popular in my school.
Now,I just need to forget him and focus to the exams.
It is just around the corner,
I need to work hard.
Only 2 weeks to go.
Dear God,please help me..
Help me to forget him and help me to study.
This is when I need to put Luhan ,Gongchan and other k-pop thing aside.
Right now I need to focus.
I will work hard.
 "I got 5'a's!"I wish I can say that.
Insyaallah..
Allah maha berkuasa.
Aminnnn..

I'M IN GOOD MOOD

Minggu ni semua orang sibuk kosongkan bilik kakak.
That's means kakak will go home right??
If she at home with me,I can see her everytime.
I can gain my strength for UPSR.
Kakak,I wish you get well soon.
Oh!!!! I have a exams..
How can I forget it!!
Aaaaaah!!
Bye.. I need to study.
LOVE YOU KAKAK!

Ya Allah!

Kak..
Kakak..
Anis panggil ni..
Bangunla..
Nak dekat 1 bulan kakak tak bangun.
Kak,kakak dgr kan.
Hanya itu percakapan ku dgn dia.
Ya Allah hanya engkau sahaja yg tahu berapa rindunya aku padanya.
Bangunkanlahnya Ya Allah.
Aku ingin dia berbahagia dgn kelurganya Ya Allah.
Aku ingin kebahagian di sebalik dugaanMu adalah dia bangun Ya Allah.
Sejak hari itu aku mula bermimpi tentang dia sdr.
Ya Allah aku tkt.
Aku ingin kakakku semula
Aku x sanggup melihat terbaring di hospital Ya Allah.
Ya Allah,aku merayu kepadamu.
Bangunkanlah dia Ya Allah.
Aku sudah kehabisan air mata Ya Allah.
Aminnnnnnn.

KAKAK

It's been 24 days kakak in coma due birth complication.
I felt pity for her.
What is her sin that make her likes that.
Kesian ibu yg tak bersalah itu.
Susah payahnya dia beranak anaknya,tetapi kenapa ini hasilnya.
Ya ALLAH,beratnya dugaanMu ini.
Bangunkanlah kakakku,
Pulihkanlah kakakku,
Aku tidak sanggup melihat dia terlentang disitu keseorangan.
Aku juga tidak mampu melihat ibuku yang tidak terurus itu.
Kembalikanlah kakakku demi kelurganya dan keluarga kami.
Aku ingin hidup seperti dulu.
Kenanganku bersama dia masih segar dalam ingatanku.
Aku ingin dia pulih seperti dulu dan bekerja.
Tetapi jikalau dia tidak boleh berkerja,aku redha asalkan dia sihat.
Ya ALLAH kau dengarlah rayuan seorang adik yg ingin kakaknya sembuh.
KAKAK WAKE UP PLEASE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH