Everything is all good when it comes to him.

You know what, I don't believe it when people say parents don't have their favourite child.

You gotta be kidding me.

No matter what, she still choose him over everyone.

Dialah yang paling bijak.

Dialah yang paling bagus.

LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALL ABOUT HIM.

Bila dia buat hal cari yang lain.....

Yang lain tolong dengar...

Bukan apa.. nak kasih sayang yang sama jugak.

Asyik dia dapat kelebihan.

Semua benda dia buat nampak baik.

Buat salah sikit dekat 'him' macam buat dosa besar.

She goes on and on like kesian dia, nanti lapar bla bla bla

Come on la dia dah besar, kawin ada isteri apa bagai.

Sampai bila nak tanggung.

Bila dia nak pandang orang lain jugak.

Senangkan jadi everyone's favourite.

Semua dia betul and semua orang lain salah.

Aku yang nak SPM macam dia yang nak SPM.

Lebihkan dia.

Takpala aku kena belajar independent.

Last2 aku sorang jugak atas dunia ni.

FACTS ABOUT ME

1. I'm the youngest in the family. (shocking)
2. I'm not thin. (I know I'm fat)
3. I want to be a doctor
4. I want to further my studies in England or Ireland or Australia
5. I've got a lot of hobbies. Drawing, baking, dancing etc.
6. I love to learn new things. I learnt to crochet, macrame, embroidery etc
7. I hate sports
8. I used to be a big K-POP fan.
7. My current favourite artists/bands are One Direction, 5 Seconds of Summer, Little Mix
8. I never went to any concert.
9. My birthday is on 13th April
10. Born in 2001
11. I love makeups
12. I have stage fright
13. I hate bugs.
14. I love cats
15. When I was a kid, I used to have allergic to necklaces that aren't gold. My neck will become red.
16. I don't drink fresh milk.
17. I love Mummy's food. Yumm Sambal Tumis Ikan Bilis
18. I don't have any interest in boyfriends.
19. I hate fake people.
20. I had a surgery when I was 11
21. I went to London,Ireland and Paris when I was 10. It was the best week ever.
22. I love chocolates. Anything with chocolate, I will surely eat it.
23. I love Bolognese
24. I love Pizza
25. I still have a pillow that I've had since I was 4?

To Be Continued....

Don't fcking touch my family, bro
                            -Skate Maloley-

Things Guys Do That I Find Attractive

Okay, okay
I got it.
And no I don't have a boyfriend and not even a crush (what a life)
No, I don't want to date. (unless he's Harry Styles, Ashton Irwin, Luke Hemmings, Dave Franco and the list goes on and on)
It seems foreign to me

These are few things that I found attractive when guys do it.
Who? When? How?
The guys listed above did it.
I don't know, a week ago? a month ago?
In my dreams, youtube(for life), Twitter.

1. When he rolled up his sleeves ( OMG OMG OMG )
2. When he clench his jaw ( HARREH STIELSSSS )
3. When he pushed his hair back
4. Smirking ( OH GOD FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE )
5. Smiling ( melts)
6. When he wear white shirt with a jean or a dress pant. ( BYE )
7. Good eye contact is everything ladies
8. When he cook.
9. When he smells good. ( NOT IN PERVERTED WAY )
10. When he is good with babies (MAH HEARTT FATHERLY AF )
11. When he leans against the doorframe ( CALM DOWN )
12. Intelligence is important (FYI)
13. When he calls you 'love' ( DAMN YOU 1D )
14. Accents ( EXCUSE ME FOR A WHILE)
15. Morning voice ladies and gentlemen (HAZZAAAA )

That's all for today !!

I'm Back!

Hi beauties,
I'm back.
I'm already in Year 9, that means PT3 is nearing.
God, I am so nervous for PT3, There are so many what 'if's playing in my mind.
What if I failed?
What if I can't be a doctor?
What if I disappointed my parent?
What if I can't go to oversea as I dreamed?
What if..
No one understands me, though.
Nowadays, I get a lot of home works from teachers.
I always got back from school late because of extra classes.
Although it's tiring I have to endure it.
Nothing is easy in this world.
Nothing is free in this world.
When I was in Year 6, I thought it was a busy year because of UPSR.
Innocent me.
Ya Allah, I'm so scared.
Please give me strength.
I don't want to fail.
Never..

Mummy, Papa,
If you're reading this and I already got my PT3 results,
Did I get straight A's?
Did I fail?
I'm so sorry if I failed.
The questions must have been so difficult..
And if I get straight A's, Alhamdulillah.
I hope you're happy.
And never forget that I love you so muchhhh..

Happy Birthday Kakak!!

Kak, I'm sorry for writing this while crying. I'm so sorry. Dah 3 tahun kakak tak celebrate birthday. Kakak you are going to wake up right? I'm still waiting for that day. I miss you so much. So much that it hurts. When you wake up and you read this, you gonna laugh at me right? I don't care you can laugh until your tummy hurts. Because I miss your smile so much. Remember you used to squeeze me so you can lay down on the couch too? Now, I will give you the whole couch. Remember when you always ask me to cook some food for you? I'll cook everything. I heard that if you truly wish for something, it will come true. I wish that you'll wake up very soon and you're gonna be there when I'm receiving the result for PT3. Ya Allah, I truly truly wish for this. Please. Kak, Anis dah nak 15 tahun. Kak nik dah nak 20. Time flew so fast. I don't like the fact that I was so young and didn't know how appreciate the time that I've had with you. Kak, Iyaad dah besar kak, Kalau kakak sihat mesti kakak 'pulah' Iyaad sebab naughty. Kak I remember that you asked me to buy you a 'air kotak' when I went to the cafe. When I come back, you're not there. You've already gone to the labour room. If I came earlier, I would have met you. If I came earlier. Kak, I may not have said the words often to you, but I love you. I really really love you. No one can replace you. No one. You're the only kakak. There's no other kakak. I miss calling your. I miss messaging you on Facebook whether you come home or not today. I miss your nagging. I miss watching you eating 'air asam dgn belacan'. "One day we'll realise the little things in life were actually the big ones.-anonymous" That quotes are the one that you put on your Instagram bio. When I read that I cried because it's so true. Kak, Happy 30th Birthday!! I miss you and I love you so much. Anis sayang kakak sangat-sangat. Hugs and kisses.

From:                           

Your not so little sister.

Stress,Pressure,Tension

Have you ever feel like you just want to die?
Like you want to get out of this world for a while??
It hurts..
Nobody appreciates what I do.
Everything I do is wrong.
People always blame on me.
When I have some time to put my mind on ease..
Someone would just interfere my time.
I don't know why but..it just gets on my nerves.
There's no one that I could freely let out all of my problems and worries.
Why me?
Why not anyone else?
I don't want to push myself.
I already know it's gonna hurts if I did that.
But someone will push me,
I just want to scream out at them "Do I look like I can handle it??"
It's hurts,
It's really painful,
Can someone understand me?
I just need a hug and a shoulder to cry on right now but I don't have anyone.
I want someone who will say "It's going to be alright" to me.
People don't understand me.
I'm just faking my own self the whole time.
9 out of 10 times I would just broke down in the toilet or in my room.
I just hate myself.
At times I just want to lock myself in a room,crying,shouting as much as I want.
And no one will stop me.
You see me as a happy-go-lucky girl.
Actually,I'm just trying to cheer myself up.
I'm tired of tears.
HUG and COMFORTS
is the only thing I want..
I don't need
PITY